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2006-11-13T08:22:00.000+08:00

semalam.. kite jalan raye.. hubbie, hunnie & hubbie's camp mates..
ok la... they were quite funny bunch of pple.. cant help but to laugh n smile all e way...

but know what... i kept vomiting... hmm... every hse i went to toilet n vomit... vomit so much till nth is left to vomit.. then after rumah hanafi... i mcm nk pitam... almost fainted... terhuyung hayang... n i was khayal.. hubbie kate i was talking to myself... hmmmph... dunno leh..

hari ini... my heart is beating really fast.. and tercungap2 nie.. haizz... takot sei... kalau pape terjadi... haizz.. camne nie?

k k... i've gtg... i cant stand looking at e comp screen too long...

hubbie... i love u.. thanks for taking good care of me yesterday... love u, baby... muackzz...

2006-11-06T08:43:00.000+08:00

HUBBY ALIMAN
&
HONEY ADILAH

TRUE LOVE FOREVER
since
02 NOVEMBER 2006

miss writing on blog.. hmm.. been a while.. not a while... but very long tat i last written.. hmm

kk.. last friday.. e day was terrible... dat bitch 'kening' suke hati je mengutuk kitorg.. kate yg kitorg kental.. please ah.. kalau kau betul tk kental kenape kene tunggu one of us pi bilik air baru kau nk sound...? boleh sound depan2 pe.. skrg sape yg kental...? si bitch 'pantat' pulak... tu dasar bodoh, bodoh la jugak... c'mon.. my fren ask her nicely but she told kening my fren sound her... dia bodoh kape? tk tau beza org tanye baek2 dgn sound dia? DASAR!! bingit sei...

when for e hip hop dancing tat afternn.. actually plan nk cabut.. but when get e hang of it...cool.. it was absolute fun.. enjoyed it so much... i want more.. ahakz...

then... ptg nye kite pi jalan raye... dgn OJ pple.. malays aje... hmm... hubby joined.. kite naek motor.. hehehhee... pemalas! nk save ezlink.. cekik darah betull... hehehe keluar smpi kul 2230 hrs... siak je.. abeh balik mcm tk bersalah.. ahhaha
my ex pun datang dgn 3 ekor kwn2 dia... i call one of them 'mat kek'.. hehe... cos asik bedal kek smpi abis.. abeh dia yg nak, dia ckp org lain nak.. hehehe... satu2 bwk helmet....-design stallion.. hmm...

yesterday kan... i went out wif hubby... hehehhe notty... got very notty... tkya tell in detail kan.. biar ia jadi rahsia hubby&honey.. hehehe i love him so much.. love him so much.... cant bear to be apart from him.. but sometimes have to... k la... mengalah... try to understand... :) syg hubby ku sorg.. hehehe

oh ya... hubby... guess not too late to wish ya HAPPY 2ND YEAR ANNIVERSARY... love u babyboy.. hehehe.. never wanna be apart from u... will always love u... i promise u, baby... muahzz....
sayang.. i treasure every minute im with u.. and no matter where u r or whr i am... i know u are 'in' me... :) n only u in my heart... please la... tkmo nakal2 k.. honey love u dearly... willing to do anything for u, except to leave u.. cos i dedicate this life for u.. and in this life... i only want u...

my yesterday

2006-09-22T10:52:00.000+08:00

heya.. baby im back... ahakz
well3... just finished ma test.. yeah!!
thought it was a Common Test.. but it was just a Progress Test..
But still... hope to do well for it.. ('',)
yesterday kan...
actually i plan nk gi tgk wayang cerita HEARTS dgn si dektu...
geram sei...
konon nye kalau smlm jumpe, ard 1830...
cukup time i tunggu pat lib... kul 7 aru call... 730 baru smpi... menyirap sei
then pi mkn... @ wdls mart.. nasib baek da bis makan...
ternampak van pakcikku... hahhaa
terus kelam kabut...
i sarung helmet trus jalan suro dia start motor...
dah mcm siak kelam kabut... hehehe
then we lepak bwh one block ah.. skali ade mamat nie jalan...
mula2 tgkkan alim... then tgk motor & helmet alim..
then dia ke corner tgk helmet agi...
trus alim ajak i blah...
i was like kenapa kenapa kan...
dia dgn muke masam... jalan je la...
i was like "wtf" sei...
smpi dkt my block...
dia kate "laen kali i ckp blah, blah...jgn byk songeh.."
terus i salam dia i blah tk toleh...
hmm... sekurang2 nye i byk songeh, i da tgl pki helmet...
dia yg terhegeh2 dia tk tahu...
gerammmmm seiiii....!!!

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EFW test over!!

2006-09-21T11:30:00.000+08:00

yeah!!!
happy giler...
EFW da bis...
cikgu ni giler ah.... pressure kitorg mcm nk giler... padahal paper tu stkt one qns...
nasib baek tk mental block td...
da la dia pressure kitorg rabak2 smlm... nk mintak break pun stgh mati.. haiyoo
dia pk kitorg ni robot ke?
kalau robot pun boleh shut down sendiri kalau da penat (mcm paham jer!) hahahaha
k... waiting for tmr's OFP test...
gotta make sure i'll still be e best one in class...
can't let others grab my first place.. hehehhe
but i have to study hard to earn it right? yeah~~
pandai la ilah bbl... mcm phm jek...
well people....
remember:

SUCCESS IS GOING THROUGH FAILURE WITHOUT LOSS OF ENTHUSIASM

so people... start working & studying hard for ya future....
taking care...
adios!

test postponed!

2006-09-21T09:06:00.000+08:00

hie... very bored now in school...
OFP test postpone till.... tomorrow...
EFW test later at 10...
know what... i cant see my blog..! ahhhh!!
dunno why can't seems to open it... hmmmph
OFP test tmr.... haizz...
tot of not coming on e last day of school... but... too bad...
common test forced me to come...
shit!!!
haizz.. what to do...
hmmm cikgu suro bljr for EFW test tapi sume bkn bljr..
all doing our own stuffs...
mcm i jgk.. hahahaha....
after ibu woke me up just nw...
i tot i da bgn da mandi... rupenya masih bermimpi...
dah my ibu terjerit kejut i bgn lagi... hahaha
kelakar betul... tgh2 duduk pun maseh boleh bermimpi... kecoh laa.... hahahhaha
k la... malas pulak nk talk byk2... penat nk type.. nanti tk leh tulis plak..
k pple.. wish me luck.... muackz

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h.e.y.a

2006-09-20T10:05:00.000+08:00

nw in access rm
been very bored since yesterday.. dunno why... hmmm
hmm... nw no lesson... free till 12noon only... then go back into class...
alahai... mcm malas nk masuk class pun ade.. hari2 gitu, gitu jgk...
tapi msk jgk class..
hmm... bored giler sei....
todae abah tk werk... so i hv to go home early & well, cant go out ah... hmmm
leceh2...
hmm... boring nye!!!
next week da cuti sekolah... oh ya! next week pun da puasa.... hmmm
so.. semoga tuhan berkati puasa ku nanti.. hehehe
cuti sekolah nie 3 minggu tak tau nk uatpe sei... nk cari keje... tp nak keje ape sei 3 minggu aje...??
think.. think.. think...
haizzz..... k la... gtg bye!

kenduri @ jurong west

2006-09-18T09:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday kan i went for kenduri pat rumah ibu nye makcik...
my uncle shamsul bdk tiger tu nye rumah.. hahaha
dia byk mkn sei.. asal i msk dapur jek dia tgh mkn... then leh tnye "ade ketam lagi tk, as nak..." padahal dia nk ketam tu dia kate tunang dia, As, yang nak... tipu jek.. hahaha
abg dia, Cik Hailmie... agi kecoh.. ddk pat dapur mkn ketam black pepper... sampai kepedasan.. berdengung2 dia kata.. hahaha
si cik rezwan... mulut pet pot pet pot.. kalah mami jarum.. hehehe becok sei mulut...
adek dorg yg kecik (tp tkdela kecik sgt.. da 19 pun), cik uzair... mcm siak... dia memekak sbab org susah perkakas dapur sembarang... dia tu pembersih kan... segala2 must be spick-and-span.. kecoh sei dia uat keje.... kalah pompan...
then... got to layan anak cik hailmie, ryan... geram sei... e only word yg dia sebut clear is AYAH... hehe cute cute cute... amek dulang round uat jd steering wheel... then letak atas krusi jd drum... ade aje... well./.. smlm nye kenduri mcm tk ramai org gitu... tp bagus jgk... leh mkn byk sikit... ('',) da boncit pun nie......

my weekends

2006-09-18T09:21:00.000+08:00

heya...
rite nw in school...
well... no lesson aite nw cos tcher lazy to teach... eh! no no!
she's busy actually... hahaha
last week (sat) went to e J.E swimming complex with dibee, nydiah & aisyah..
kecoh giler...
e whole swimming pool, like only voices of four of us...
kitorg bising giler...terjerit2 mcm org giler.. ketawa2 non-stop...
we were there from 2+ to 5.30...
penat sei.. hahaha
but fun la..
and what's more..
I WAS SINGLE for e day... ahakz...
alim in camp for guard duty... not like i like but... hmmm.... i still enjoyed myself w/o him as much as he enjoyed himself without me... ahahaha
he wanted me to be independent mah... here i am... starting my independent life & not relying on him for my happiness... hahahhaa
well.. yesterday morning he called me & told me wanted to leave home... pi escort for TAA.. hahaha i was like "pegi la... sape tk bagi...? i da bilang i tk nk amek tau pe..."
he was like "hmm i blang tk leh ker? k la tkpe..."
sad sad listening to his voice like tat... but wat do i care... pmpn kalau ego kalahkan lelaki... agipun dia nk ape pmpn mcm gini... kau nk pi mane kau nye psal ah.. jgn susahkan aku sua... rite??
well... then e whole dae yesterday like i tk mengharapkan his call at all.. and well.. he was out at 11+ and came back ard 9+... nampak sgt he enjoyed himself w/o me pe... kan kan kan??
sometimes kan.... i da malas nk amek tahu pasal dia... nanti i amek tahu, dia kate i ni control la... sikit2 nk kene report strength la tu la ni la... hmmm...
then sumore... dia nk samekan time dia dulu ade moto dgn skg... padahal dulu dia tkde pmpn...tu dulu dulu nye cite ah... kau dulu tkde pmpn, skg ade.. mane leh samakan? sendiri mau ingat laa... kekdg kan, da tk tau what's left to say to him... mcm nanti i bbl, he's like msk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri... tu pun dia tk sedar2.. dah berulang kali i maaf kan segala perbuatan dia, tapi what did he do to show that he worth e forgiveness?? nothing!!
dia da tk romantic mcm dulu lagi.. kekdg i tgk couple2, i pun naek jeles cos he cant be like tat to me anymore... bingit mmg.. tp... haizzz.... ntah la...
nak kata menyesal.... tidak la... cuma hampa dgn situasi yang kita hadapi sekarang...
tahun 2006 byk membawa tangisan, kemarahan.... sedikit sahaja kebahagiaan... hmmmm..... ntah la....

..b.o.r.e.d..b.o.r.e.d..

2006-09-15T10:30:00.000+08:00

kk.. nw in school... kinda bored.. not kinda...
but very bored ah.... hmmm...
just nw lepak outside sch with dibee aisyah & shaz...
dat wir like what sey...
made aisyah waited so long, in e end she reached sch already...
hmmm...
yesterday i cabut school kan... wahh... very bingit u noe...
expected to spend time with him...
but he made me mad... know what? he brought me to e bike shop...
k la... his pipe bising gila... but... like irritating ah...
i cabut school cos nk jumpe dia... spend time dgn dia..
tp dia ajak settle his bike... haizz...
boredom sei.... gerek gitu... mcm tknk lagi sey!!!! ahhhh
then... he talked to me like one kind... raised his voice la... what la...
i was so stressed.... that i telan sebiji painkiller, 3 panadol & almost half bottle of new cough syrup... like fark!!
then know what.... my bro said i was like so high...
i listened to mp3 n was swaying, dancing all e way till i perspired like hell & my eyes was red like i was crying... then, my bro said, after that i threw my body on my bed n slept... hmmmm.....
well.... now still giddy actually...
but endured & go to school... actually plan nk cabut e whole day if he wasnt working... but too bad... haizz...
yelah.... orang tu kan busy dgn kerje dia... busy busy busy... tapi weekends pun nk kuar dgn kwn2 dia... hmmmph... tk phm la org mcm dia... ???!!!
my head kinda spinning aite now... pening...
but i managed to get rid of my stress.. at least for now... laughed sooo much with dibee, shaz & aisyah... thanks pple for making me happy n forget my problems... at least for now though... ('',) hmmm... hope to join you pple for swimming later... how eh.... hmmmmm....

hmmm

2006-09-14T15:58:00.000+08:00

heya...
now at hubby's home... de nga mandi... bucuk2.. hahahaha
actually... me cabut school... shhh... jgn blang sapa2.. hahaha
kinda bored so cabut la... sumore hubby half day..
know what... first thing that irritates me e most is that he told me wanna go johor again to do his bike AGAIN!!!! ahhh!!
then sumore can ask me why i kept quiet all e while...
siah... heart pain...!!!
yesterday he came back at 3am u noe.. then he call just to tell me he's going to camp.. shit...!!
hmmm... been quite moody since this morning...!!!
wah piang... if tmr he get off nvm...
nw i cant go out in e evening anymore... my mom bising laa...!!!
sumore she hadnt been talking to me.. plus... she's ignoring me whenever i talk to her...
aiyooo...!!
problem problem.....
but idunno why she's like that... hmmm??!
tmr... doesnt feel like going sch... but then... what shud i do??? hmmm..... boredom!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY!!!

2006-09-13T13:28:00.000+08:00

Dear Hubby...
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!
Iskh3.. da tua rupenya.. hahahahahaha
honey tk sabar for my 21st plak...
nanti dah leh kawin.. ahakz...
k... wishing you all e best in life...
semoga hubby akan menjadi seorang yang lebih matang & penyabar dalam menghadapi likuan hidup.. bagi pihak honey... honey akan senantiasa mendoakan yang terbaik buat dirimu..
since u dah 21.. i hope... u dun change for e worst ok?
i still want u e way u were to me... though we might be busy with our own works, do remember dat ney sentiasa akan menyayangi hubby...
honey akan tetap menanti hubby walaupun honey terpaksa menyeksa diri sendiri.. kerana ney benar2 sayangkan hubby... and i dun wanna put our relationship to waste.. love u so much hubby...
thanks for last night... (^_^)
miss u so much... hope to meet u again...
dear... nanti amek motor... tkmo notty2 k? amek trus alek plss...
tkmo melencong ke lain... honey rindu sgt2 k, dear?
take care... honey loves u...
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, HUBBY!!!! muaaaacccckkkkzzzz

.sad.sad.sad.

2006-09-12T15:12:00.000+08:00

in class aite nw...
very bored... miss him like crazy... but dunno if he feels e same...
wanna meet him todae.. but dunno if he got time for me... hmmmm....
haizz...
tomorrow his bday..
well.. don't think he gonna be able to meet me...
he's taking back his bike back i guess.... haizz
boring...
sad sad sad

dis boredom killin' me fast

2006-09-12T12:49:00.000+08:00

im in sch aite nw...
suppose to start at 1.. but sengaja dtg cepat...
bosan ddk rumah...
sumore takot makin pressurize ddk rumah tk uat pape..
reached sch at 11.45... siang giler kan?
so.. take e advantage of e access rm & do up my blog....
stress sey this few days...
mane stress dgn my family... adding to e stress nw is aliman..
hmm...
dah bape hari we talked but i nvr say love u/love u too to him...
dunno... i just dont feel like saying dat to him..
cos my heart bleeds.... hmmm...
well... true i lack his attention...
then.. whenever i tried to seek his attention by some silly actions,.. he'll scold me..
hmmm...
nowadays... it seems like he dun like my behaviour anymore...
im still e way i am...
but i guess... he hates me now...
he'll say no... but i know... he's bored of me... hmmm
if it is like tat... well, let it be.... haizz....
im sad all these happening... sumore, since im sick aite nw...
he's becoming like dun give a damn...
sumore he like want me to go to bed quickly... when i waited so long just to hear his voice...
damn it....
dia mcm tk pk yg i waited long for his call... all he did was "jap agi nk sleep", "u go n sleep"..
dat dat n dat... damn...
im so sick of it.. haizz...
its not like i hate him or give up on him... but.... have a thought for me....
i waited for his call.. and he damn even bother abt it...
seems like he dun care abt me anymore.... hmmmm
god bless me..... im hurt... badly hurt...

e call dat hurts

2006-09-12T12:27:00.000+08:00

waited with soo much hopes that he'll call..
well ya.. he did..
but what did he say? : "Jap agi nk tdo"
Less than 5 minutes talking, he said that to me..
So, why e hell did i waited for him to call though my head hurts so much..
i feel like fainting but stayed up hard just to wait for his call..
but hardly 10 minutes we ended e conversation..
i told him tat i wanted to hv my dinner... but i didn't...
miss called him a few times... no return calls...
CONCLUSION: he's fast asleep...
he terribly spoilt my mood.. but then on e fone during lunch time yesterday he scolded me asking not to spoil his mood... what e fark?
he promised to meet me on monday so tat i can hand him e baju kurong sample... but then last minute said he wanted to pay his bike's instalment...
hmm he said he forgotten about it...
excuses... excuses... excuses...
well.. e other day i msged hafiz... alim's buddy during BMTC..
i complaint almost everything to him..
well, hafiz once talk to me & asked me to consider staying on with alim.. in e end, i did...
therefore, since things didnt turn out well..., i decided to turn to him for help...
he said he's going to talk to alim.. but not sure when.. hmm..
its not like im trying to talk bad about him.. but i've got no one to talk to... & i only got hafiz's number-who happens to be alim's best buddy..
i'm not trying to turn to other guys.. it's just that i need someone to talk to.. i cant always be keeping everything to myself rite? it will kill me one day..
Noe wat.. e other day i went to e doctor.. cos my chest hurt & cant help but gasping for air..
Doc said i'm either too tired or too stressed...
nothing to worry about... but know what... i feel like dying soon...
that'll be a great piece of news rite?
everyone dont bother about me...!!!
thinking back... i remembered trying to kill myself...
well... guess hv to give it another try? hmmmm

.my heart aches.

2006-09-11T09:51:00.000+08:00

hubby...
my heart can't help but is still bleeding..
for all e things u do that i tried to endure with..
i tried.. tried so hard to be the girl u want me to be..
but i cant.. it's just not me...
days past..
and i feel like im dying soon..
my heart keeps aching but i know u cant feel e pain in it..
cried and cried till no more tears left..
been thinking about us...
till dunno what's left to think about..
i really appreciate that u're still here with me..
but im very upset with our relationship's condition..
it hurts to think if it gonna end..
but it hurts more when come to think i have to give in & endure with your manners..
i really hate to be hurt... and i really hate to hurt...
but still... u don't get it...
how can i not hurt u when u tend to hurt me without even realising..
i have in me a girl's heart... full of hopes & tears..
but you can't see it...
u expect me to have a heart somewhat like yours...
but we are both different... u r a guy while i am a girl..
my small girl's heart can't help but to cry for all e small things u tend to ignore..
u always forgot tat i need a holding hand... i need a shoulder to cry on..
not just a happiness port..
please realise.... i need e old you...
the one that will automatically hold my hand while in e crowd...
the one that speaks with words that touches my heart..
the one that makes me cry of happiness
and not anger & upsetness...
i need a mature man.. a man that put family first before anything..
i had always put aside my friends in order to be with you..
i dislike your night life..
im putting myself in a wife's shoe...
but why cant you see all that...
why can't you see all the small things that i did for u?
why are you so blind that u cant see my eyes covered with tears...?
why is it all that you can see is that i am trying to control ur life...???
why...? Why...? WHy...? WHY....?????
this heart had endure enough of you...
this mind had enough thinking of your nonsense.....
don't tell me that im too sensitive...
for, you shud know, I'M A GIRL with a sensitive heart..
you always knew i'm sensitive...
but what on earth did u do to change e situation...
why do always keep on testing my heart though you know how sensitive i am??
cant u see all e sacrifices i did for you?
cant u see all that.....????
im not asking you to pay back my kindness all these while...
but once think...
who waited for you with so much hopes while u were in BMTC for 6 mths...?
it was me... me, ur parents...
not ur frens...
u urself once told me...
ur frens didnt bother abt u..
but now, what e hell?????
nw, u bother more abt ur frens than me...
what am i??
i know u knew ur frens long than me...
but... i was e one waiting for u with so much hopes....
whats this??
doesnt all the tears i shed means anything to you?
this heart had enough... had so much of you...
till it sometimes tend to ache when thinking of you...
it hurts to say goodbye..
but it hurts to stay too, and feel like im gonna die....
if e day comes that we had to leave this life, i rather be one to leave first before you...
cos i can't live without you more if compared to you without me...
cos.. u still have ur friends tat will stay with you...
no matter how much my heart breaks.. & though it now still aches.....
i still love u...
and i believe... i love u more than u love me...
if i have to sacrifice one thing to make u happy...
i'll sacrifice this life... goodbye....

.love me. love me not. love me. love me not.

2006-09-11T09:44:00.000+08:00

I had always loved the way you were to me..
The way you loved and made me feel...
I had always appreciate everything you did..
But for once I plead,
Please understand why my heart tends to bleed....

The way you talk...
The way you hold my heart...
The way you treat me...
It somewhat changed...
I can no longer feel the warmth of your touch & kisses anymore..
And for all the small things I did you forgot to thanks....

This love taught me so much about pain
Till at times I can stand it no more...
The more I tried to endure, the more suffering I had to take..
The more I tried to stand it, the more my heart can't help, but bleed...

Love me for who I am...
For what I am is the best of what I can be...
And for what I gave is the best that I have in me...

heya

2006-09-07T13:19:00.000+08:00

heya..
nw in CDP class.. assignments done... abit relieved..
but still... i hadnt finish my OFP POT Package! Shit...!
Forgotten bt tat...
hmm... monday...
we'll be wearing our office wear clothings...
i cant wait.. ahahahah
n this sat... i'll b going to bugis with hubby..
pi cari baju ofis... hehehehehhe
tak sabar sei...
well.... this time kene naek MRT!! hubby's bike @ wkshp...
hmm... leceh... leceh...
tapi bagus jgk.. at least during e travelling time, we can talk..
rather than i hug him n only say 'i love u' while on board e bike... hmmph...
so which is better?
still... if naek bike.. at least leh save ezlink ehkk....? hmmmm
well.. well....
e main thing is.. we'll be out together on saturday..
told my mom in advance already..
so! she better let me out.. hahahahahaha
there's so many things in mind that i wanna find... but.. i'm shortage of money... haizz..
can't depend on hubby too much though... cos im buying my stuffs not his... hmmmmmm.....
how... how... how....??

hubby!!!!!
am missing you so much....
smlm tk jumpe, nari pun tk leh... hmmm.... tkpela..
berkorban seminit.. hahahahaha....
nanti sat kite meet k dear.... love you...
muackz...
tkmo notti2 eh... cubit perut by aru tau... hehehhehe
k love u & miss u so much....

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2006-09-06T12:24:00.000+08:00

she's out!!

2006-09-06T11:38:00.000+08:00

know what.. MY COUSIE IS OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!
yeah! happy for that...
but... what im unhappy with is tat, she quarrelled with my mom n raised her voice at her!!
dat bitch...
tk tau kenang budi nye org... bodoh! bodoh! bodoh!!
tkpe... just forget it...
org da baek2 nk tolong dia, dia nk besar kepala..
dia pk jantan2 tu sume btl2 nk dia la tu...
f*ck off la u girl!!
dasar tkde pendidikan... mmg mcm tu...
bingit sei dgn dia..
dai pk dia ape sei...
dasar budak tk kenang budi.. susah...
dah tu ade ke patot... dia kasi alasan i mrh dia cos she wears my clothes... stupid excuse to get out of e hse...
abeh dia kate "aku pki brg dia tkleh, dia pki aku nye blh!'...
padahal2... tell me... wat did she brought into our hm?
stkt 3 helai baju utk keluar... tu pun tk lawa...
pk aku heran pe nk pki?? dasar.....
aku tk penah sentuh pun brg2 dia, apa lagi pki...
pandai je belit cerita... padahal dia yg byk pki brg aku...
mepek mepek mepek...
geram sei...
kalau ikut hati, mcm nk rembat je ni pmpn arh! tkleh bagi muke...
nanti pijak kepala... ahhh!! persetan ah diatu!!
yang penting.... SHE'S OUT OF MY HOUSE....!!!!!

2006-09-06T11:31:00.000+08:00

2006-09-06T11:21:00.000+08:00

dAt b!+ch iN mY hoUse

2006-09-05T15:22:00.000+08:00

well... im refering to my cousie who's nw staying at my hse...
she's such a burden-fr what i c...
only come to our hm when she got problem...f*ck!
nw she's staying at my hse for already abt 2 or 3 wks...
shit!! cant tolerate her anymore...
dia pk dia ape sei...
pk dia mam pat rumah tu pe, ddk umah goyang kaki..
mkn org saji... pinggan org cuci...
dia pk kite babu dia kape??!!
I HATE HER!!!!
already told my mum to get rid of her...
but ibu keep saying later later...
damn ah!!
e other day during my bday...
i was e one who MUST go to e market...
i was e one who MUST help to cook...
i was e one who MUST serve e food...
i was e one to clear all e dishes & wash em too...
dia mcm bdh ddk ctu tgk je...
bgn ingat de nk tlg angkat pinggan...
tup2 dia tukar tmpt ddk...
dasar bodoh bodoh jugak...
i dun giv a damn if she's older than me...
for heaven sake, take e initiative to help lah..
da la menumpang pat umah org... uat rumah tu mcm umah sendiri... mcm sial...
dasar pmpn tk tau malu...
perangai dah la mcm bdk2.. dgn bdk kecik pun nk gaduh, ade hati nk kawin...
boleh blah la lu pmpn!!!
bingit sei tgk muke dia!!!
kalau bole mcm tknk balek sei.....
but, pk kn my parents, i still go home.. haizz...
i hope they realise how much i hate my cousin's presence in e hse yg langsung tk bwk faedah...
bukannye bwk rezeki... abiskan beras je pat umah...
hate her hate hate her hate hate hate her hate her hate her

my birthday celebration 03-09-06

2006-09-04T15:14:00.000+08:00

celebrated my birthday yesterday with my family.. great...
got a few gifts...
got a set of escada miniature collection perfume, bouquet of 3 little bears, a teddy bear, a silkygirl perfume & mp3!!!!!
waaahhhh~~~ so happy.. hahahahahahha

it was great.. i got to blow 17 candles on my pandan kaya bengawan solo cake.. hehehehe
my favorite....!! was so happy.... made a wish.... but... cant tell anyone of cos.. or else, it wont come true....

well.. had great fun with my family.. karaoke... eating all that...
but.. wished my hubby was there.... love him.... muackz,....
thanks for all of u who wished me thru SMS... ('',) luv ya

tell her

2006-08-30T18:37:00.000+08:00

remembered

2006-08-30T16:21:00.000+08:00

just remembered sth...

e other day-monday...
i went to Sunplaza with hubby..
we came across a big teddy bear.. the texture was.... wow!!!!
cant describe
wished i cud hv it...
e price was close to $90.. and i was like... hmmph... disappointed..

then that night..
i dreamt... sumbody bought me e bear..
and left it outside e door & rang the bell...
i opened e door only to find e bear & a card saying "with love"
anonymous...
and.. i was like... happy that i got e bear...
&
e saddest thing...
i woke up to find its only a dream... haizz
hahahhahahaha

heYa

2006-08-30T15:41:00.000+08:00

hi everyone...
kinda bored now in EFW lesson... hmmm
well.. today maybe i'll be meeting hubby...
cant wait.. miss him alot.. tmr & friday can't meet him.. tmr he hav to stay in &
on friday he have guard duty...
oh god!!! gonna miss him badly...
well.. my bday ard e corner.. & already got advance gift...
hahahhahhahaha
great,... nicey... ('',)
well...
im missing hubby so much.. & hope can celebrate with him this very saturday..
my bday is actually on sunday 3 Sept but my dad is not working..!!!!
ahhhhhh~!!!
so no choice...
celebrate advance together with our 1yr 10mths anniversary....
yippee!!!!
hubby....
i love u so much...
no matter how many times u make me mad, i'll still love u
no matter how many times u fell asleep while on e phone, i'll still love u
& no matter how many times u snore while on e phone, i'll still love u...
hahahahahhahaha
i love u so much hubby...
i swear.... only u in my heart...
& everything i do, i do it for you....
muackzzz

2006-08-30T12:23:00.000+08:00

The problem that faces us
Are never never too great if we trust in tomorrow
And patiently wait for answers
To each of our prayers.
We all have within us a strength
We can call on,
A courage and faith
In our souls, to help and
Inspire us as we face
Every challenges
Pursuing our personal goals.
So now,
May you be reminded
That nothing can be reminded
And that nothing can stand in your wayIf you stay determined
To live to the fullest
With hope in your heartEveryday..

value of smile

2006-08-30T12:20:00.000+08:00

It coasts nothing, but create so much
It enriches those who receive it without impoverishing
Those who give it happens in a flash
And the memory of it sometimes lasts forever
None are so rich that they can get along without..
It create happiness in the home
Fosters goodwill in business
And is the counter sign of friend
It is the reast to the weavy
Daylish to the discouraged
Sunshine to the sad
And the nature’s best antidote for the trouble.
Yet,It cannot be bought, begged, borrowed or stolen
For it is something that is north earthly good to anybody
Until it is given away
And…If we are too tired to give you a smile
May we ask you leaves one of yours
For nobody needs a smile
As much as those who have none left to give

2006-08-23T12:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to jurong entertainment.. took photo with hubby..
mcm crazy.. hahahha
10 shots n we managed to choose 4 only.. hahahha
but all nice...
smpt promote helmet coke.. hahahahha
after that, we bought food fr long john silver... then went to jurong area...
near the swimming complex.. lepak n eat for a while..
then went home..
haizz....
kejap sei jumpe... hmmmm
maybe meeting him again today... hahahaha
can't wait... miss him so much...
k la gtg
take care

my sunday

2006-08-21T14:43:00.000+08:00

yesterday...
kitorg pi escort... escort org kahwin...
gerek... ramai2.. dgn bdk2 design..
coke, wasabi, blazing arrow, tiger.....
yg tk bleh angkat.... nmpk my uncle...
shamsul...
hahaha... dia kan bdk tiger... de pun ade la...
gerammm je..
da maen hide n seek.. hahahahha

all e while, i was with kakak, abg n hubby...
klakar la bdk2 coke sume... gerek2,...
non-stop ketawa...
on e road agi fun giler... hahahahahahhaha
everyone was like blowing their bike tk abis2.. smpi minyak
naek abis.. hahahaha
padan muke..... :)

it was fun with all of them
but too bad cant stay long...
e bride n groom was nice..
e wedding place was superb..
but im gonna make sure, mine will be better...
hhahahahahaha

kk gtg... take care....

2006-08-18T09:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday...
guess what...
he called me at 6+ saying he's staying in camp for a while...
then at abt nine, his mum called me asking where's he?
i tried calling e number he use to call me, and it was off..
msged his other fwens, they say he went off 6+...
what siah,...
told me stayed in camp, but then he went off somewhere else..
9+ then reach hm.. like f***!!
irritating siah...
then got to know that his fwens was mistaken...
yah yah whatever...
i panic like hell, and he can say "dah la, sikit2 jek"
wahh.... senang jek ckp.. sepak kang muke aru tau...
fed up sei...
besar nye dol!!!!
then.... ok oredy... hahahahahha

bored siah!!!
yesh!! tmr's e day!!
APPRECIATION DINNER!!!! yeah!!
can't wait....
but one prob... dunno what to wear... how hor???

think... think... think...

2006-08-17T14:52:00.000+08:00

17 more days to my birthday!! yippee!!
cant wait.. hahahha
turning sweet 17 soon... yeahhh!!!
well... i cant wait to celebrate it with my dear..
sumore, its just one day after our anniversary...
yeah!!
i can hardly wait... hmmm
well.. wonder whats my bday wish this year..
so far, i wished i get a gd guy.. but i didnt..
i got a notty one.. hahahhaha.....

i miss my frens and teachers in sec sch..
so maybe going back to MSL on teachers' day..
hmm... but.. shud i go back there? hahahhaha

truly...
i just cant wait for my bday.. yeah..
dont forget to wish me k? hahhahahha
take care

my dream that night

2006-08-16T10:28:00.000+08:00

hey.. e other night after i quarrelled with him, i had a nice dream..
the location at first was in a train.. dunno where e train was heading.. but there were only e two of us..
then. after that... he held my hand and made e both of us jump out of the train onto the tracks..
i was stunned at first..
but then... he pulled me along and we ran on e track holding each other's hand..
all e while running, he kept on shouting and repeating my name and saying I Love U..
we kept on running and running until we came to this one place...
a huge house.. or rather a mansion..
it was so huge.. so beautiful..
there were water flowing from e a fountain nearby..
it was beautiful and i just cant actually describe..
there were only e two of us at the place..
he was so romantic..
he gave me roses, chocolates.....
and we had a nice candle light dinner...
after we had our dinner... we headed for the bedroom...
and guess what.......?
my alarm clock went off!!!!
argggghhh!!! hahahahhahhahah!!
>> wonder what would happen next.... hmm <<
hahaha
well... that's e dream i had a few nites ago.. and it was e nicest one so far...
wow..... hahahahhahaha ('',)

WANITA HEBAT

2006-08-15T15:32:00.000+08:00

Para wanita cantik bertanya-tanya di mana rahsiaku terletak
Aku tidak mungil atau memiliki bentuk tubuh yang aduhai
Tetapi ketika aku mulai mengatakan pada mereka
Mereka pikir aku berdusta.
Aku berkata
Itu dalam jangkauan tanganku
Dalam rentang pahaku
Dalam jengkal langkahku
Dalam cibiran bibirku.
Aku seorang wanita.
Secara luar biasa.
Wanita yang hebat.
Itulah aku.

Aku berjalan memasuki ruangan
Sesejuk kamu menyambut
Dan kepada seorang lelaki
Orang-orang yang berdiri, atau berlutut.
Lantas mereka mengerumuniku,
Sarang lebah madu.
Aku berkata
Itu adalah api dalam mataku
Dan kemilau gigiku
Goyangan pinggulku
Dan kegembiraan kakiku.
Aku seorang wanita.
Secara luar biasa.
Wanita yang hebat.
Itulah aku.

Kaum lelaki sendiri tertanya-tanya
Apa yang mereka lihat dalam diriku
Mereka berusaha mati-matian
Tapi mereka tidak dapat menyentuh
Misteri batinku
Ketika aku mencuba menunjukkan pada mereka
Mereka mengatakan mereka tidak dapat melihat.
Aku mengatakan
Itu dalam lengkungan punggungku
Mentari senyumku
Debaran jantungku
Keanggunan gayaku.
Aku seorang wanita.
Secara luar biasa.
Wanita yang hebat.
Itulah aku.

Sekarang kamu mengerti
Mengapa kepalaku tidak tertunduk
Aku tidak berteriak atau melompat
Atau harus bicara begitu keras
Ketika kamu melihatku berlalu
Itu harusnya membuat kamu bangga.
Aku mengatakan
Itu ada dalam bunyi tumitku
Dalam rambutku yang mengombak
Dalam tapak tanganku
Kebutuhan akan kepedulianku.
Sebab aku seorang wanita.
Secara luar biasa.
Wanita yang hebat.
Itulah aku.

hie

2006-08-15T15:14:00.000+08:00

hey everyone..
im back in school... in happy mood..
well.. yesterday we talked out everything with one another
and listed everything we expect from each other...
but psst..... he still ego la..
never say sorry one.. and didnt even promise to change for the better..
hmmph.. kinda disappointed la..

in sch aite nw... and terribly bored..
feel like sleeping oso got.. hahahhaa....

k la.. before dozing off, i better type-off (stop typing) hahaha
be back again some other times... take care...

APA ERTINYA MENJADI KEKASIH...?

2006-08-15T15:12:00.000+08:00

Menjadi kekasih mempunyai makna yang jauh lebih dalam daripada sekadar menikah atau bercinta dengan seseorang. Berjuta-juta orang bercinta - tetapi hanya sedikit yang benar-benar saling mengasihi. Kita adalah seorang kekasih bila menganggap pasangan kita sebagai satu anugerah dan mensyukurinye setiap hari. Kita adalah seorang kekasih bila ingat bahawa pasangan kita bukan milik kita - bahawa dia adalah pinjaman dari alam semesta. Kita adalah seorang kekasih bila menyedari bahawa apa pun yang terjadi di antara kita berdua selalu mempunyai makna, bahawa apa pun yang kita katakan mempunyai potensi untuk membuat kekasih kita sedih atau gembira, dan bahawa apa pun yang kita lakukan bisa mempereratkan atau justeru merenggangkan hubungan kita. Kita seorang kekasih bila memhami sema ini dan kerenahnya setiap pagi kita bangun dengan perasaan syukur sebab dikurniakan sehari lagi untuk mencintai dan menikmati kebersamaan dengan pasangan kita. Bila kita mempunyai seorang kekasih dalam hidup kita, kita sungguh dikurniakan berkat melimpah. kita diberi anugerah dalam wujudnya seseorang yang memilih untuk mendampingi kita. Dia akan menikmati siang dan malam bersama kita. Dia akan berbagi ranjang dengan kita dan mengikut menanggung beban kita. Kekasih kita akan melihat sudut-sudut rahsia kita yang tak terlihat oran lain. Dia akan menyentuh titik-titik pada tubuh kita yang tak disentuh orang lain. Kekasih kita akan meraih kita keluar dari tempat persembunyian, dan menciptakan pelabuhan teduh bagi kita dalam pelukan lengannya yang aman dan penuh cinta. Setiap hari, kekasih kita menawarkan keajaiban berlimpah kepada kita. Dia mempunyai kekuatan untuk membuat kita senang dengan senyumnya, suaranya, aroma tengkuknya dan gerak-gerinya. Dia mempunyai kekuatan untuk mengenyahnya kesepian kita. Dia mempunyai kekuatan untuk mengubah sesuatu yang biasa-biasa saja menjadi sesuatu yang sublim. Dia adalah gerbang kita menuju syurga, di sini, di dunia.

KEKASIHKU, KAU ADALAH.....

2006-08-15T15:09:00.000+08:00

KEKASIHKU, KAU ADALAH..........

langitku yang cerah,
yang membuatku mabuk kepayang,
ranjangku yang hangat,
pelabuhanku dikala badai,
hadiah termanis untukku,
pembangkit semangatku,
sahabatku yang terbaik,
sampai ajal menjelang,
inspirasiku,
tujuan hidupku,
cahaya penerangku,
siang dan malamku,
penyembuh luka hatiku,
pendingin amarahku,
penyembuh sakitku,
demam musim semiku,
permataku yang langka,
jawaban atas doaku,
hati dan jiwaku,
yang menyempurnakan hidupku,
sumber kegembiraanku,
penumbuh semangatku ketika aku jatuh,
kesempatanku yang terbaik,
dansa terakhir untukku,
suksesku yang paling besar,
penambah tenagaku,
pembangkit seleraku,
matahari pagiku,
hiburanku dikala senja,
pasangan dansaku,
pemelihara kebun hatiku,
sumber tawa riaku,
semua yang selalu untukku,
untuk siapa aku diciptakan,
bara apiku yang terus menyala,
ghairahku yang paling hebat,
belahan jiwaku,
nasib baikku,
kekasih impianku,
yang terpenting diatas segalanya bagiku,
kepercayaanku,
akal sihatku,
alasanku mengapa,
sampai aku mati..

Kalau-kalau kau tidak tahu...

...mad...mad...mad...

2006-08-14T12:54:00.000+08:00

yestesday had a major quarrel with him.. hmm
he wanted to go to Johor to fill up his oil tank..
well.. its not like i don't wanna let him go..
but we'd deal before.. tat he'll only go there on fri or sat nite..
but... oh c'mon..
he had went over there for 3 days already..
hmm...
asked him to call...
wanted to tell him tat my ring was gone..
know what? he told me another "great" news...!!
he wanted to leave early... to go and wash his bike.. it was 4.30.. and he going out soon...
really irritating...
wanted a shoulder to cry on,... in the end he made me cry..

nowadays..
i feel... he dun need me anymore in his life..
yah.. he got his bike.. he got his bro..
he got his campmates.. he got his COKE pals..
im like no longer in his life story..
like im totally gone..
he thinks more of his frens than me..
he said he love me..
but.. why does he have to make me cry....?

he didnt give me a call at all from1700hrs to 0215hrs just now..
and know what...?
it was a great pleasure to know that he didnt went to Johor but Esplanade..
what the f***?? if u're still in Singapore... y e hell nvr give me a call..
and waited till in e early morning..?
what does he take me for???
he lied to me didnt he???????
and sumore he can ask me "we went out together right?"
all that shit...
what am i taken for??
my mind was like...."kau kuar dgn pmpn mane agaknye, kau ckp kau kuar dgn aku.. kau pk aku ape sak??"
he's really making me crazy day after day..
and i feel like giving up..

know what?
there was once he asked "y mak kasi i pegi, u tk bg?"
c'mon man...
i'm not ur mother ok!!!!
it's like he cant accept me for who i am anymore..
i know he really wants his freedom..
c'mon... he shud be mature enough to stop thinking about himself
and his frens...!!!
when i asked him to let me go... he wud say "i cant live w/o u"...
but... is this how its actually like???
he's making me suffer alot man...
he's making me hate him alot.. and he cant simply blame tat on me!!!
why must i continue with this relationship if it only gonna hurt me more..
it's not like i give up or what...
but give it a thought.. why shud i stay if all these while im feeling hurt and pain... think...
i believe... he'll only appreaciate me when im no longer belong to him...-when im gone....
im stressed out.. and i cant rely on him for happiness anymore...
I JUST CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

saturday's day out

2006-08-14T12:34:00.000+08:00

hi everyone...
im back after the weekends..
well.. last sat i went to esplanade to watch the last show of fireworks.
it was absolutely great..
i went with hubby dear.. hmm
we reached there early... so, since we were damn bored, we sat around disturbing pple who happened to pass by.. hahahaha

then sumore...
when going home, we had to squeeze into one exit door... and there was this one so-called
'rude boy' la.. he was in his t-shirt & blazer + pants... den he kept complaining he's hot..
c'mon... dont be a dumb boy la... can take off his blazer what... stupiiidd...
then he was so eager to cut into my queue tat i pushed him away.. hahahahha

well... it was a great nite..
the whole day with him..
and during the show, he carried me so tat i had a clear view of the fireworks...
so sweet.... hahahahahha
k la gtg...

hie

2006-08-11T09:37:00.000+08:00

hey pple... im back..
now in sch's access room.. didn't go for P.E cos lazy.. haha
no.. actually.. had to complete mah OFP project.. so at e same time,
sneak into the net and edit my blog.. great huh? hahahah
well..
kinda bored now..
miss my hubby so much.. yesterday we bought a new helmet.. and he
gonna have it sprayed soon.. yeah!! hahahaha
oh ya.. tomorrow, am going to the fireworks again... can't wait..
this time with my dear hubby..
love him so much..
though at times we tend to quarrel, all tat makes our bond stronger..
we learn nevr to hate each other no matter what happens..
and always to stay strong in every circumstances..
cey..... adilah bebual.. hahahha
well... love him alot.. though he always makes me angry, upset and irritated..
no matter how many times he fall asleep while talking to me on e phone,
i'll still love him.. hahahhhaha
well.... can't wait for our 2nd year anniversary... hehehhe
i love u, hubby.. love you so much... muackzz....
oops! all you pple... take care.. and dun miss e fireworks tonite and tomorrow nite!!
take care, have fun... and dun be notty... hahahhahha

A LOVE FOREVER

2006-08-10T14:18:00.000+08:00

Every I love you, you whisper,
is like rain for the trees,
moonlight for the ocean,
nectar for the bee

Every kiss bestowed upon meis
like fragrance on flowers,
heat upon the desert,
mist from morning showers

Every glance in my direction
is like flame to the fire,
a twinkling of stars,
a spark of love's desire

Every moment in your arms
is like waves to the ocean,
a rushing, primal urge,
a sweet mix of emotion

Every passing year marriage
is like joy without measure,
a life without limits,
I shall love you forever

HIS KISS

2006-08-10T14:14:00.000+08:00

....Once he drewto the kiss,
he pulled my whole soul,
through his lips,as sunlight drinketh dew,
His lips part from mine,
leaving my naked soul,
He could devour me,
I push back against his lips,
In this singular bond,
He released my soul,
Embodied the moment,escaping words,
His kiss eloquent,His kiss, His kiss

MY KING OF KINGS

2006-08-10T13:52:00.000+08:00

You're my man, my mighty king,
And I'm the jewel in your crown,
You're the sun so hot and bright,
I'm your light-rays shining down,
You're the sky so vast and blue,
And I'm the white clouds in your chest,
I'm a river clean and pure,
Who in your ocean finds her rest,
You're the mountain huge and high,
I'm the valley green and wide,
You're the body firm and strong,
And I'm a rib bone on your side,
You're an eagle flying high,
I'm your feathers light and brown,
You're my man, my king of kings,
And I'm the jewel in your crown.

WHAT I LOVE ABOUT YOU

2006-08-10T13:50:00.000+08:00

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.
I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.
I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

ONE WISH

2006-08-10T13:47:00.000+08:00

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to
wake up everydayto the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feelingwith anyone other than you.

THE VOWS I TAKE WILL BE FOREVER

2006-08-10T12:49:00.000+08:00

The vows I take will be forever:
I'll love you all my life.
There's no part way, no holding back
Once we are man and wife.
The choice is made, and now I swim
In a far different sea,
The shores of which are bright green hills
Raised up for you and me.
Our love is like a mountainside
Awash in lovely flowers:
It is our home, our solid rock,
Where all bright things are ours.
And though of need we often must
Spend our days apart,
Our love will always be with us,
Held within the heart.
I feel it now, so strong and free,
So part of every breath
That it must live--I swear it will!--Even after death.

NO MATTER WHAT OUR TROUBLES, I STILL LOVE YOU

2006-08-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

No matter what our troubles,
I still love you,
As though a part of me were also you.
Life isn't easy, but I know without you
There will be bitterness in all I do.
I feel the broken heaven in my heart,
The blight that will outlast the years of healing,
The darkness underneath all time and art,
The pain that from within there's no concealing.
We were so much in love when we first met,
A river that would reach, in time, the sea.
We ought not let despair turn to regret,
But be through choice what love chose us to be.
No love can last except it be through will
Were wastelands in our path, I'd love you still.

EVEN THOUG WE FIGHT, I LOVE YOU

2006-08-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

Even though we fight a lot, I love you.
We fight, I think, because the stakes are high.
I sometimes get so mad I cannot stand you,
But underneath my anger I could cry.
I have an uncontrolled need to control you,
To be your only destiny and guide.
I know it isn't fair to try to mold you,
But my poor love's entangled in my pride.
Ah, love! Please love me even in my fury,
Which rises like a tide beneath the moon.
I plead before my only judge and jury:
I want to change, but know change won't come soon.
Love finds it hard to let the loved one be
The person who is loved so passionately.

DO NOT DOUBT HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU

2006-08-10T12:38:00.000+08:00

Do not doubt how much I love you
Though my time with you is thin.
I am always thinking of you,
Always loving you within.

I do the best that I can do
And hope that you will understand
That everything belongs to you:
My eyes, my thoughts, my heart, my hand.

NATIONAL DAY IS OVER

2006-08-10T11:53:00.000+08:00

well.. finally National Day is over..
had a absolutely great time last night with all the fellow Singaporeans
who attended the parade at National Stadium..
it is the most memorable one ocs its the last national parade to be held at the Kallang Stadium..
And soon it will be demolished.
the Singaporeans attending the parade was great yestrday..
guess they enjoyed themselves as much as we did..
im gonna miss all the motivators so much..
hope to meet all you guys at the appreciation dinner on 19 Aug..
be sure to be there k pple...
take care motivators...

hope to join motivators team again next year...

Singapore....!!! HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY....!!!
yeah!!

FIREWORKS

2006-08-07T12:56:00.000+08:00

hey... i went to see the fireworks last sat with the motivators...
it was great..!!!
but before that... me dayah and hafez when to town for lunch and took pictures like crazy.. hahaah
then we proceed to marina bay n played pool first..
wahhh...
after that.. we went to find the rest of e motivators to see the fireworks..
sume konfiden giler, ddk ngadap the national stadium direction..
walhal... bunge api dkt area ngadap esplanade..
dah satu2 kelam-kabut cari tmpt.. hahahahaha
well.. it was the nicest thing ever...
and more romantic if watched with your loved ones..
and this hubby of mine, was one of the craziest person who had to stay
in camp for guard duty... shit!!!!! hmmmph!!! hate him!!!!

well... we had pictures during the fireworks but havent download yet.. maybe next time k..
orite everyone.. take care..
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY

2006-08-04T11:23:00.000+08:00

im back...
now in school... updating my proj (like real..)
i switch on e comp.. open microsoft words file, but blank, did nth for e last 1 hr but chat..
hahahaha....
well.. i miss my hubby alot.. yesterday didnt meet him..
hmm.. i miss him.. ahhhhhh!!

know what.. e past few nites, he kept falling asleep while on e phone.. and left me talking to myself..!
he would say stuffs like : wait k dear
wait, my back ache
and stuffs like tat.. and there'll be silence for 5 minutes.. and that's when i know he fell asleep.. hmmmm
but kinda cute when he fall asleep cos i can hear him snore,... hahahahahahas
dear dear... i love u so much, aliman...
well.. tomorrow im going to see the fireworks at marina bay.. anyone reading this... be there!!! take care... ENJOY.........

the 2006 NDP motivators!!!

2006-08-03T12:44:00.000+08:00

(from left) top: hafiz, sally, dila
(from left) below: danial, nydiah, me adila

hi everyone

2006-08-03T12:31:00.000+08:00

hi everyone.. been a week since i last update my blog.
well.. kinda bored in school... just 2nd week n project da berlambak..
hope can cope well..
anyways...
my frens.. wah... boring siah.. one by one gonna quit..
maybe sehah qutting.. then irene.. nw fatin...
haizz... dunno wat gonna happen to them...
pity them.. at young age wanna quit...
but... im not sure why.. hmmm
sumtyms... im e one who is tensed thinking abt all these friends..
hmmm...
tell me.. what am i supposed to do?
advice them? c'mon.. as if they gonna take my advice..
please la...
hmm... think... think....

wednesday

2006-07-26T12:46:00.000+08:00

im bored... hmmm
first thing in e morning this guy spoilt my mood by falling asleep again
instead of sending me to school... thanks a million..
waited for him from 0630 to 0730.. and when i call his home, his mum
said he's asleep... i was like "wat e ****"!!
so no choice.. had to go to school on my own.. and i was late!!!
hate hate hate hate him for making me wait...
hate hate hate hate him for not fulfilling what he'd promised me...!!!
hmmmm....

back to school....
welll..... frens frens frens....
my frens still can't accept "S" as part of our team yet...
actually... i cant too.. but i can forgive all her dids... but to forget about it,
hmm... it gonna take some time..
"W" making e whole big f*** abt her ex...
EX? so whats e big deal..
and she's keep looking at my ex n praising... c'mon man...
she was e first one that kinda dislike him.. but now praising...
whatever is wrong with her brain... hmmm
these two are so problematic...

well... im bored nw... kk
gtg... take care everyone...

back in school

2006-07-25T15:13:00.000+08:00

great.. finally get to update my blog...
been away for vacation at.... home.. hahaha
no comp, so boring..
well,
now back in school... very happy...!
but problems arose... as usual.. friends..
well... there's always ups n downs in friendship..
and this is the starting i guess...
miss them alot.. but now, slacking...
hmm..
new modules for the next 6 mths...
gonna be crazy soon..
cos 5 new modules to be learnt in the next 9 weeks...

National day coming soon... yippee!!
can't wait for this sat's preview...
we gonna dance sing n be cheering all the way...
way to go pple!!!
hope those going for NDP preview n actual will be entertained by us
who are.....nothing better than clowns.... but pretty n handsome ones of course...
hahhaha

ok.. gotta go for lesson... take care everyone...
adios....!! muackzzz

recaps on e first few days of holidays

2006-07-03T14:56:00.000+08:00

okay.. finally get to do up my blog again..
now on vacation for 1 month.. but left with only 3 weeks... bored...
one thing tats great is my exams are over.. and just have to wait for e results via post! can't wait...!
... let me recap wat i had been doing eversince then...

23 June 2006 - i went to look for job at town.. sucks.. went from orchard to somerset then to dhoby ghaut, and get nothing... sobz..

24 June 2006 - i went for NDP training.. It was great.. We started by all gathering at Macpherson ITE.. collected our costumes (cute), and practise our dance over and over again for like, i dunno how long. at about 3, we proceeded to the National Stadium to get the full view of the NDP items.. Whaoo... it was awesome... but... very very very hot! there were so many people (actually many guys!) in uniforms... WOW!! but too bad, can't wash my eyes to much.. or else.. my uniformed guy at home will be mad at me... whahahhaha... it was a great day though we were terribly tired...

okay... i'll continued the next few days doings in e next post!! tata.....

to hubby

2006-06-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

okay pple.. this is my beloved one.. he's in his smart 4 uniform.. amcm? mcm abg2 berg tk? tk dpt.. mcm abg2 berger adelah... hahhaha jgn marah yang... cute kan de? but know what... im cuter.. hahaha... yang, tats fact ok? jgn jd manusia kalau tk lei terima hakikat... kwang3...
love u..
actually... am missing him alot nw.. really2 alot... cant wait to meet him this wkend.. oh ya! does he look like tat lazy royal cat...? i mean... GARFIELD? hahahha... actually he do.. cute huh?
well dear.. am missing u.. n hope to see you soon... love you... muackz

coca-cola

2006-06-19T12:55:00.000+08:00

hubby & honey

2006-06-19T11:33:00.000+08:00

my story

2006-06-19T11:00:00.000+08:00

k.. nw.. my waits.. telling u abt my waits okay?
firstly.. am waiting so much for holidays.. well this friday it will be!
next.. am waiting for my helmet (u'll c e picts!)
then.. hubby's bike to be renewed..
after that, will b mah bday... sweet 17! uh-huh!
guess.. tats all my waits for now..
next my upcoming life plan..
after this one yr suffer in NITEC course, i'll be continuing my suffering for e next 2 yrs in Higher NITEC.. well.. that's what i hv in mind at least.. it's for my own good, though.. seriously.. am waiting so much to graduate from this NITEC class.. cos it's damn terrible.. laziness, boredom, mischievious and stubborness in each n every classmates is killing me... sucks!!!
oops! i betta dont talk too much about my irritating annoyance class.. ok.. gtg.. tata

first test over

2006-06-19T10:44:00.000+08:00

Quite relief that first paper is over for today - Effective Communication. Did not actually study for it but well... the paper was ok.. Not that tough, though.. Actually nth much to study for this one.. more to common sense.. so, it was quite alright for me.. but know what? i was late for almost half an hr.. pity me... luckily on time.. or else, bye2 to e test paper.. the bus was late.. there was a traffic jam.. very slow traffic.. damn irritating.. and i was damn so cold in e bus.. shivering all e way, even after alighting. hahaha.. am missing my hubby so much.. he's now at dunno which camp.. but he'll be back every evening.. tats more like it.. hehhe cant bear it if he had to stay in camp again like e past 6 mths.. terrible! it was terrible i tell u!!
but oh well.... i managed to overcome e waiting.. trust and patience with each other made us last this long.. great huh? hahaha.. love u hubby... oh yah! did i mentioned that he's taking his license back? well... soon enuf, i'll b on a bike! he's now waiting to pass T.P only.. so, gd luck, hubby.. Love u... muackz.... take care everyone...

boredom

2006-06-16T18:37:00.000+08:00

super duper bored aite nw.. hmm.. at tis computer place.. wateva e name is... hmm.. here i am nw with my dear dear hubby.. but..... psst! he's playing games... shuckss!!
hmm... nth better to do i guess... well.. exams just around e corner... next week actually.. hmm.. studied.. but need more of it. but just can't find time for it.. hahaha like real.. i shud b studying nw.. not doing up my blog... oh wateva..... im so terribly bored here.. with all e stupid noise... i like noise.. but this noise i'm hearing are not e one im into... argh!! kk... im outta of here.. can't think much....

mY fiRst eNtRY

2006-06-16T11:04:00.000+08:00

okay... well... it took me quite a while to understand e functions of this blog.. haha n finally, i have my own blog! yippeee!! thanks to my dear friends who helps me...kinda bored aite nw.. no classes to attend.. nth to do.. hmmmm this life is a boredom with nth to do.. guess i shud end my entry here for e tym being.. trying to gather what shud i be writing.. adios